First of all id like to start out by saying that this has been one very annoying holiday break. Ive only been able to get out once during break and its really killing me. Another thing thats been bothering is the amount of time i spend with my friends. I can think of many times i have just been sitting there and wanting to call them and i never do. I feel as if there is this giant space between me and my friends. I know one thing though. I cant wait for june to come. I'm really getting tired of the same monotonous thing every single day. I've come to want some sort of variety in my life, the problem is i have no idea how to get it.

The better part of my day is sitting on maplestory trying not to let my problems get to me. the only problem with that is im really starting to hate it and now i think about things anyways.

On a better note i got together with Courtney and john and heather on new years eve, and i played guitar hero for the first time. (I Laughed when john said he could beat me cause he had been playing for a whole month and i was as good as he was by the third song....) We had pizza and i got to play cards with my friends and share stories.

On a totally unrelated note, I love the show deal or no deal. but i absolutely hate the host....."We will find out....RIGHT AFTER THE BREAK. i'd like to go on the show and take a baseball bat. When he says that ill shove it straight up.....well im sure you get the rest.

Other than that nothing too new... just trying to stay content with my life for another 6 months.